I can't look back step by step
but the scenes I can draw in my mind are all amazing
and the tears I have become a lesson in my life
I forget the reason for my choice
but I can feel how lucky I am for every choice
and what I have done transfers to respect, trust, appreciation, freedom, etc
even if I lie, somebody still tell me I am doing right
If they all could be my friends, how nice it will be
they all recognize my value, and try to retain and protect my value
I also thank you let me feel pain, 
so that I could know how important it is and how much happiness I am receving.
Thank you.