Today is the first day of 2010
I reckon so many people recently keep to think about what has happened in 2009 and their new plan for 2010.
The day before yesterday I watched a video and there was a comming question of the day
"What is your new year resolution?"
This question recalls my 2 memories
Last week, I was in Starbucks alone, it was a such cold day
So many people passed by
I looked around people, the harbour, the weather.............
and I suddenly got a new point in my mind that was comming without a clue 
and such point is so important, it nearly explained to me why the tragedy never stopped
However, I could not figure it out clearly till now
I am still missing, and a bit tired to think about it
Then, I remember a person tell me before
She said one day she standed in the center of the piazza, looked at the sky
and suddently realized that she didn't love that person anymore
the one she insisted for 5 years and she gave up from that moment.
When I heard this story I thought it happened too dramatically
I didn't really believe it
but now I believe
some thoughts just come to you without a clue 
So what is my resolution for 2010?
ar ha ......... ar ha...........
I still have no courage to say it openly