還是如此不安
因為無法擁有
我不該停不來
根本沒有讓我停下來的理由
停下來只會看見自己有多殘缺不堪
有些事情只會越說越累

Try to get back on track
Focus on my targets
Eliminate all the shit people

I realize that it is not too bad now
At least I still have something to trust even if not many
The worst has not yet come
But is it yet to come? Who knows?

It is powerless to do something new
What I can do is to go back and pratice what I have already known
I can't afford anymore

Control the temptation to go mad.................
Taste changes too much
Are all that real?
Love to say Fuck/滾 recently
I am so nice, fuck! XDD

I hate waiting
I want to be completed
Sigh........

Actually, still Crazy
1 week to settle down
Hopefully..........

賣力去演一場戲
還算虛偽嗎?
戲的內容本該只限於劇本
何必滲入戲中人的私事

對別人坦白真是對我本人自尊莫大諷刺
OK, you win
You are all right
係我自己神經過份脆弱
None of your business
而家擺到明A處我係唔會改
亦都完全唔想改
咁改其他地方囉 我唔會再坦白
人地話講錢失感情
我而家係講感情失感情
既然係咁 我唔撚理你 你唔撚理我
以後大家各行各路咁咪好
So perfect~~~
Who fuckin cares!!

我很想不用每天痛苦地流淚....................

神經緩慢地被一絲一絲削下來
細胞止不住在發抖
毛孔抽搐
所有殘骸用血水浸製成標本
抵不過腐蝕
總有一天化成血水
一點也不剩

我不痛
我能相信嗎?

假如有一種藥
止痛止淚
我願意花光積蓄買下

最大的感覺是
我竟然對此毫無感覺
呵呵
讓所有都流走吧
也不差這些本來就可有可無的東西
被腐壞包圍的人生才算人生
異常好笑

因為不想一個人

既然早已服毒至百毒不侵
何必介意多吞下一種毒
痛苦本來就與我無關
我何必執意要嘗
快樂也是如此